29/3

this day , im damn tired im sick im hurt , just about few minute ago I almost die

what a ride , damn scared but that what im hoping for

I dont know what is wrong with me , this day I feel weird everything is bad things , like the bad of the baddest 

stop this blablablablablabla and blaaaaa -__-

staright to the point , Im happy with my life with my friend with my girlfriend and my mom , and I love you all 

thanks for making me happy make me laugh and everything , gosh *im crying :'( Im totally down right now even i was smilling , no one know how I feel , only god know . damn feel like im dying , maybe yes maybe no aite ? hmmm

just my last word , I hope everyone of my friends never feel dissapointed with me . to my girlfriends I know you love me , but I always make you dissapointed , mad at me , scold me but , I know im no good for you , im hopeless always repeat the same mistake and to my mom I love you mom :'( without you , I am nothing , I cant live I think , you the precious diamond that I have in my life , If its break , I cant live no more , I love you so much :'(